Tuesday, February 16, 2010

CyberKnife treatment plan for nasopharyngeal carcinoma

Oct. 2009. CyberKnife treatment plan for nasopharyngeal carcinoma.

Thursday, February 11, 2010

Healthcare, insurance, and doctors


Sooner or later, when dealing with cancer treatment, not only are you battling cancer, you will probably need to battle your insurance company or doctors over health coverage. Unfortunately, it's usually sooner. Fortunately for me, I've had great support from my doctors and my insurance company.

Insurance company paid the radiologist the contracted rate. The doctor is now billing me for the difference. Is that legal? What can I do? What is wrong with health care in the US. And all this with excellent health care coverage.

Monday, February 8, 2010

Another month, another nasal endoscopy


As he does each time I see him, my ENT performed another nasal endoscopy today. He said the nasopharynx still looks red from possible inflammation but the area is more and more concave, which is good and normal.

He has ordered a MRI for the head and neck. I see him again next month, when we will make a decision on a possible biopsy of the nasopharynx.

I continue to cough up bloody phlegm each morning, which is probably a semi-permanent side effect of all the radiation I've had (IMRT and CyberKnife). My ENT says he has one nasopharyngeal carcinoma patient who continues to have bloody phlegm three years post treatment.

Happy Valentine's Day to my wife! I love you.

An excellent article on surgery for recurrent NPC http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC1656473/pdf/skullbasesurg00028-0005.pdf with comments by Dr. Fee at Stanford.

Post-treatment imaging of the nasopharynx:

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Another PET scan, no more Erbitux


My medical oncologist stopped the Erbitux chemo after two sessions because the rash was so bad. We planned for twelve weeks of Erbitux.

Last week, we had another PET scan. The report showed that there is still a mass and activity (SUV of 3.1) in the nasopharynx. From medical journals I have found, this could very well be a false positive as residual mass might be inactive tumor.

One option is to take a biopsy now, but my CyberKnife radiation oncologist recommended that we wait at least one more month especially since I am asymptomatic. We will run another PET scan within the next 1 - 3 months.

Happy new year!

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Erbitux rash, continued



No chemo this week or next. Doctor prescribed some minocycline (100 mg), which I take twice daily. Not really sure that's helping any, but for sure, the topical ointment did absolutely nothing.

We didn't even make it to week 3 of week 12 of Erbitux. I'm not sure I can take 10 more weeks of this chemo. I struggle sleeping at night because the rash itches so much. I want to ask my doctor to stop. I get the feeling she doesn't want to stop. Not yet. What do we do. What do we do.

Sunday, December 6, 2009

Erbitux rash




The rash from Erbitux started four days after the first infusion. It wasn't too bad until two days after the second infusion (9 days post first infusion).

The rash is now all over my chest, face, and back. Not only is it disgusting to see, it's painful to the touch, it bleeds if the rash is disturbed, and the topical ointment prescribed does absolutely nothing. Thank you mouse protein and chemo. I guess I'm very much allergic to this chemo.

There is blood all over my pillow when I wake up in the morning. It feels like a million needles pushing into my head from my hair follicles pushing into my scalp.

I'm calling my medical oncologist tomorrow to see if we delay treatment or stop this chemo altogether.


Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Here we go again


Erbitux chemo infusion started yesterday. The first dose will be the strongest with the remainder infusions not as strong. I will receive weekly infusions for the next 11 weeks.

Hope is that the side effects are not as bad as the platinum drugs I received this time last year.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Erbitux


Chemo starts next week and will last for 12 weeks. Infusion once a week.

So not looking forward to it. But my long term survival could depend on me finishing this course of chemo.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Radiation treatment options


There is a lot of confusion, even among doctors about CyberKnife vs. Gamma Knife. Here is an article that explains the differences very well:

Neck dissection, post-op

Nine days post-op, I had half of the over 40 staples removed. At thirteen days post-op, I had the remaining staples removed. My neck is still very tight and will continue to be so for a few weeks as the scar tissue underneath the skin forms.

My doctor removed from my right neck 30 lymph nodes, a 7 cm section of my internal jugular vein, part of the sternocleidomastoid muscle, and some salivary gland tissue. The pathology reports shows cancer only in the one lymph node which tested positive in the PET scan three months ago.

I'll be returning to work next week.

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Modified radical neck dissection

I'm home. After eight hours of surgery and three days in the hospital, it is good to be home.

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

CyberKnife treatment

Last Friday, I finished my CyberKnife treatments for residual nasopharyngeal carcinoma. Each treatment was one hour and fifteen minutes for a total of five treatments in five consecutive days. I had to be perfectly still with my radiation mask on, although you are allowed to bring in your own music which really helps. That probably was the hardest part of the treatment, being still. I had absolutely no side effects until the fourth day or so with a slight headache and a bit of dizziness.

Total treatment was 40 Gy. My first round of radiation treatments with IMRT was 70.2 Gy. I think I should glow in the dark by now. But CyberKnife is amazing in that it doesn't hit much of the surrounding good tissue with much of any radiation, unlike IMRT, and the radiation comes into your body at between 100 and 250 different angles.

Yesterday, four days post-treatment, my nasopharynx started feeling pretty raw. It now hurts like the worse sore throat you have ever experienced times ten! But compared to the effects of IMRT, this is nothing. I can still taste food, and I have some saliva.

Neck dissection surgery will be in two weeks. The positive lymph node in my right neck is already slowly getting bigger. I cannot wait to get it out. After surgery, we will probably be doing more chemo just to make sure we got everything. Fun!

What a crazy journey, but I'm not going to let cancer win.

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Pre-treatment for CyberKnife

Pre-treatment scans, MRI and CT, and planning will be done this week. CyberKnife treatment will start one week from tomorrow.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

CyberKnife

No, CyberKnife is not surgery.

I saw the CyberKnife radiation oncologist today. Looks like I'm a candidate. Now we wait to see if insurance will approve.

He is recommending CyberKnife treatment for the residual mass in the nasopharynx and surgery for the positive lymph node in the neck, followed by maybe more radiation to just the neck area.

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Fuck me

Biopsy was positive. I will need more treatment.

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Silence

I'm sorry for the long period of silence. A bit of an update.

Two months post treatment, the fluid in the right middle ear finally drained. Being able to hear again is very nice. I thought for sure I would not hear out of that ear again.

Slowly, my taste buds and salivary glands are beginning to work again. I struggle most with tasting salt and sugar, but each day, it does get better. For whatever reason, I can taste beer much more than solid foods. I should start a liquid diet. Yes? I'm also able to carry on a conversation without my mouth going completely dry.

Six months post treatment, my radiation oncologist ordered the PET CT scan. Today, we got the results. There is a hot spot on my right neck that he wants to have a closer look. He ordered an ultrasound or CT guided biopsy. I feel great; this can only be a false positive.

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Back at work

Wow, never thought I would say this in my life, but getting back to work has been really nice. It really does help by allowing me to think of something else other than cancer. And working with the guys at work, it feels like I never left for almost six months.

I've already been to see my ENT doctor once, radiation oncologist twice, and medical oncologist once. These visits will get less frequent after the three month scans, which are scheduled for next month.

Thank you for all the prayers we have been getting, all the phone calls, and emails. We couldn't do this without you.

Thursday, March 5, 2009

A bit of a scare, some pain, and getting back to work

So a few things happened this week. Last week, the lump on right side of my neck reappeared. I started to get really worried since the first time the lump appeared, both my oncologists were puzzled, and this time, unlike the first time, the lump was quite firm. I made an appointment with my ENT doctor. After feeling the lump, my ENT doctor was pretty sure it was a secondary tumor. He had his nurses order new MRI scans to get a closer look. He then called my radiation oncologist, and they decided to proceed with a fine needle aspiration biopsy of the lump. When he stuck the needle into the lump, all he got was fluid. I asked, "Is that good or bad?" He responded, "It was not what I expected." I was still not sure if that was good or bad. He then proceeded to call the lump a cyst instead of a tumor, and that's when I realized it was good! The fluid was sent to pathology for closer analysis, but I am hopeful that everything is okay. The MRI scans were canceled.

I had my PEG tube removed this week. Before my appointment with my GI doctor, I was fearful that they would remove the PEG tube by yanking it out. And that's exactly what they did. OUCH! Yes, it was painful, but thank goodness the pain lasted only one minute or so. Doctor said the hole should heal by itself completely in thirty days. My stomach will forever be fused to the front wall of my body.

I have been released by my doctor to return to work on March 16. I'm really looking forward to returning to work and seeing my co-workers.

Monday, February 23, 2009

It is done

Radiation treatments are done. My medical oncologist decided to cancel the CT scan originally scheduled for today as the lump on my neck has mostly disappeared.

I'm going to rest now.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Back on track

Yesterday, my radiation oncologist, seeing that my skin has healed nicely (aloe gel) in the one week away from radiation, said we could proceed with the last six rounds of radiation treatment. My medical oncologist, who I also visited yesterday, said it was also fine to receive my last round of carboplatin, which I received today. No more chemo! Thank you seems so little to say to the nurses at the infusion center, but before leaving today, I said a big thank you to all the nurses there. They have been awesome!

Last week, towards the end of the week, I developed another lump on the right side of my neck very close to the original site of the swollen lymph nodes. I talked to both my oncologists about it. The site is receiving radiation so there is not more we can do at this time other than to monitor it closely and see what the scans tell us after treatment is complete. I am trying not to worry and hoping that it is nothing more than inflammation from the radiation. My medical oncologist scheduled a neck CT scan for next Monday to take a closer look.

Four more treatments to go!