Ulcer pain continues

Before this ulcer, I don't remember ever having an ulcer in my life, even eating spicy foods would not cause heartburn as it does for others. I'll never forget about this one. The pain continues. I'm taking daily pills of Prilosec as recommended by my GI surgeon at the hospital. It does seem to be better each day, but having the chemo drugs inside my body means it will probably take much longer for the ulcer to heal than normal.

Every Tuesday, I have blood work done. This morning, the nurse knew right away that I didn't drink enough water based on the color of my blood. The blood tests show my white blood count is through the roof.

Component	Your Value	Standard Range	Flag
WBC, AUTO	26.5	3.5-11.0 10*3 uL	AA

I think the elevated count might be from the ulcer and the daily Neupogen shots I am receiving and might explain my slight fever on Thursday night after my feeding tube surgery. I see my oncologist for a checkup on Thursday and will ask her about it.

Roller Coaster Ride

Wow, what a week! Just when things were getting better, I got no sleep Tuesday night when my whole body was just aching. I took some regular Tylenol, which did absolutely nothing for the pain. Wednesday, I took Tylenol 3 instead. Much better. Or maybe not as I would soon find out.

Thursday morning was my PEG tube surgery. I was told the surgery would be quick and only require 20 minutes. What I was not told until right before surgery was that they needed to hold me at the hospital for at least 4 hours after the surgery to monitor my recovery.

After surgery, my doctor informs me that he found an ulcer in my stomach during the PEG tube surgery. Take more pills, no big deal, right? Well, except for more pain in my stomach inside and outside, which I thought was from the surgery and normal during the recovery period, plus I was not allowed to eat for the remainder of the day, that pain turns out to be from the ulcer. I never knew an ulcer could hurt so much! And as much as I like Tylenol 3 for pain, I'll never forget to take it again without food.

Calm before the storm

Well, the calm before the storm did not last very long. Faced with my first bout of vomit this past weekend, constant nausea, and persistent pain throughout my legs, bones, and ankles, I can say I'm finally feeling much better. Fun! Although it is difficult to sleep through the night with all the side effects, constant drinking of water to flush my system of the chemo drugs, and then getting up all through the night to use the restroom, it is at least very encouraging that the lymph glands on the right side of my neck are already noticeably smaller, the headaches and neck pain have disappeared, and I can turn my neck without discomfort, which I could not do just a week ago.

Tomorrow, I get my 5-FU pump removed so I can at least sleep on a side of my body other than my back.

My feeding tube consultation is scheduled for this afternoon so hopefully I'll find out when they will schedule surgery to have the tube installed.

NPC Symptoms Q&A

So I have been asked multiple times by many friends on how I found out I had cancer, more specially, nasopharyngeal carcinoma. As with any cancer, early detection is key to your prognosis.

Like Lance Armstrong, I ignored all the early symptoms and warnings that would have helped catch my cancer at an earlier stage. Unfortunately, detecting nasopharyngeal carcinoma (NPC) at an early stage is difficult as the symptoms are usually presented and masked as symptoms of a common cold or allergy.

For me, I had:

• nosebleeds (I've had nosebleeds since I moved from humid Taiwan to not-so-humid USA at an early age)
  
• headaches, especially during hot weather (who doesn't have a headache now and then)
  
• post-nasal drip that lead to a persistent cough, more so during the day than at night (I went to multiple doctors who thought it was just allergies due possibly to the smog and pollen)
• popping sensation in my right ear and, not so frequently, ear pain (perhaps I should have pushed my doctors harder on this one as I'm not sure this is all that common for colds and allergies)

My cancer was not discovered until it was locally advanced with metastasis to my lymph nodes on the right side of my neck.

The World Health Organization (WHO) classifies NPC into three subtypes:

• Type 1: squamous cell carcinoma
• Type 2: non-keratinizing carcinoma
• Type 3: undifferentiated or poorly differentiated carcinoma

Unfortunately and fortunately, I was diagnosed with type 3. Type 3 is most aggressive, but out of the three types, it responds best to radiation treatment.

Your body is an amazing system with each and every organ serving a distinct and useful purpose. Please do not ignore the early warning signs.

Anticlimactic Taxol (paclitaxel) infusion

Today was my first induction chemotherapy session, which turned out to be quite uneventful. You sit in these large recliners in a not-so-big room with many other people, who are all getting different types of chemo drugs and most are asleep, a few listening to music, and others reading like me. They allow you to talk on the cell phone as long as you are not too loud, you can bring in your laptop computer, and even eat if you like. If you need to go to the restroom, no problem, just unplug your IV stand and take it with you. I think the IV monitoring machine has battery backup since that keeps running. I noticed I was the only person in the room with a port. Everyone else got their chemo drugs through an IV line in their hand. My nurse said my port is needed for the 5-FU chemo drug, which I get to take home with me in a portable pump after tomorrow's cisplatin session. Since I'm going back again tomorrow for another session, I get to keep my IV line on my chest.

The Taxol (Paclitaxel 315 mg / 552.5 cc) drug does not kick in right away. I don't feel anything except for the tenderness on my right chest from the port surgery yesterday. The surgeon at the hospital made two incisions to place the PowerPort. During the surgery, I spoke to my surgeon the whole time, asking him what he was doing, where he is from, has he done this before (joking!), and the advantages of a port versus a PICC line. He said the PICC line is used for shorter term purposes. For me, I need to get chemo for a longer period so the port is preferred.

I feel like a walking drug store. After leaving the infusion center, we stopped by the pharmacy to pick up the following:

• Dexamethasone
  
• Zantac (ranitidine)
• Ondansetron
• Lorazepam
• Prochlorperazine
• Neupogen; used to boost white blood cells
  
• BMT mouthwash; used for sores in my mouth and throat; you can swallow the liquid
  

In addition, once a week, I need blood work done to check my blood count. If the counts get too low, chemo sessions will be delayed and my risk of infection increases dramatically. I need to avoid contact with too many people, if possible.

Finally

Chemotherapy is set to start on Thursday with one session on Thursday, another on Friday, and a pump that I will take home with me delivering even more chemo drugs into my body over the next 5 days. Fun!

More waiting

Surgery is scheduled for Wednesday morning to install my portacath. The procedure will be performed at the hospital. I still haven't heard from the infusion center so I don't know when chemotherapy will start, hopefully later this week.

Preparing for induction chemotherapy

My radiation oncologist and chemo oncologist are in agreement, recommending 3 cycles of induction chemotherapy, spaced three to four weeks apart, followed by radiation and more chemotherapy.

The chemotherapy will include cisplatin, Taxol (paclitaxel), and 5-FU (fluorouracil). But before they can pump the drugs into my body, I need a portacath installed on my chest. The outpatient facility where I had my biopsy is booked until the end of October so my doctor is trying to expedite the process, which means the procedure might be performed at the hospital instead.

I am so ready to get started. Yeah, I know, after the drugs are in my system, I'm sure I'll be writing about how much they suck.

My oncologist is also recommending that I not work during any of the treatment process. I originally thought the induction chemo wouldn't be so bad, but her opinion seems different. In fact, we even discussed having a feeding tube installed now, as my body is still in good health. Going into this whole process, I was insistent on not having the feeding tube, but now I'm reconsidering, especially if it will help save my life by providing me with the calories that I need when I'm not able to eat through my mouth.

Eager to get started

Today, I met my radiation oncologist for the first time. I bet being a radiation doctor is pretty hard. I feel fortunate as my doctor is really one of the nicer doctors I have ever met. It will probably make the whole process that little bit easier.

He is classifying my case as stage 4 due to the erosion into the bone at the base of the skull. His treatment plan is for me to initially do 2 to 3 rounds of induction chemo. That will be followed by close to 40 sessions of IMRT radiation treatments concurrent with more chemo.

Tomorrow, I will see my chemo oncologist for the first time.

I'm eager to get started with the chemo. I feel like the tumors on the right side of my neck have gotten much larger in just the last three weeks. The radiation doc says the chemo will start shrinking the tumors leaving less mass for the radiation stages.

Is it everything you dreamed it would be

"So doc, what do you think it is?"

"Carcinoma of the nasopharynx." Nasopharyngeal carcinoma.

Today, we got the biopsy results confirming my doctor's suspicion. Dreams of traveling to remote places, dreams of sitting on the rocking chair and watching the kids play, dreams of growing old with my wife, but not in any of my dreams, cancer.